Vile Life (The Long-Lost Diary) 12A

I am lost in two ways. But. The most important is alone. My fear is still on me but after what I've been through I've made some success. The other way. Is in love. The boy I told you about. But. Was stopped for carrying drugs to cope with his disorder. We were hitch-hiking. But now I'm lost. Hungry. And sad... Wandering if I'll survive...